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"People always leave..At least they do in my world. In my dream world,they're coming back,but in the real one..they're just leaving. Sometimes even with no "goodbye".. Sometimes for good,and sometimes just for a while. But they still leave. A lot of them are gone. And some of them may not never come back. I'm starting to get used to it. But it still hurts. Even more than before. It hurts the most when twilight comes..Because,no matter how good or bad the day could be,it always has to end...And my day's over without them. It was so much easier to handle the ending when they were here.
Some days are pretty good..some people make me smile,make me happy and make me almost forget at the ones who are gone. But some kind of feeling guilty ruins it. It's like being guilty for feeling happiness..Than memories keep flashing back ..and before we notice it,time runs out..Another ending..without them.
People leave. We can't change it. I guess that's destiny,the one that can't be changed. It's sad to have them gone. But having them gone without knowing about our feelings for them..it's faith more cruel.

Maybe I'm getting used to it,but I'll never face it trully. I'll just never get in why is like that..why do they leave... Because, it cost a pain that is bigger than any other. Pain of lost.!"